Aww.. it seems that this is the last time i'll be posting for a while since my professor for english posted something that seemed like a goodbye. xD

Either way, it was fun posting random thoughts and stuff... I kinda wish I was a bit more organized about it though...

I'll still be posting cause I wanna keep updating this--its fun to look back on what I wrote before and how I thought of things... pretty interesting i'd say!

But anyway, fun quarter. Now back to studying for finals! Blarrr (english final tomorrow X_X)

Hope next quarter english will be just as fun! I'll have professor scott again for 01SC xD yay!

I just took a 5 hour nap. INCONCEIVABLE!!!

Sorry, I just had to do that. Anyways, i always forget to update this... haha. I probably won't get a very good grade on it. Anyway, I'm planning on posting more screenshots of the game I play, but I haven't really been...playing... due to midterms and finals and such. I've just been so busy, ARGH! School is evil.

Life is horrible! School keeps me busy, makes me stressed... my boyfriend is 2188 miles away... I think i'm failing biology, chemistry, AND math, and wow I think I wanna commit suicide ;_;... Of course, I won't. Cause who in their right mind would write about their plan to commit suicide on facebook 8D? Not me! (I'm not that emo, don't worry). Anyway, I've been slacking on this thing... like usual. I missed out on a lot of stuff I wanted to say from the previous week.

About that one hospital day... I met a man in his... late 50's?... but he was really kind. I talked to him about his family and he told me that he never imagined someone like him would get married and have children--two wonderful boys. And here he is, in the hospital connected to a heart monitor. It made me think a bit... Why is life so kind to us, but also so cruel? Here, a man in his late 50's, has a wife and sons who are in their young adolescent stage (10-13, I believe), is lying sick in a bed... his heart is failing him and he is lying on his back watching the news. It made me so sad... of course I didn't let him know that. He talked and smiled to me as if everything was normal, and I did the same. Hospital cues called me though--Had to get back to work and tend to the other patients. But I always stopped back by his room to say hi and ask him if he needed anything. It sort of made me sad to think that someone like him could have lived such a beautiful life with his wife and kids... but life is so short and fragile that he can only enjoy the small happiness that makes life worth living.

Don't get me wrong, i'm very happy for him. I met a guy today that wrote a paper on how "nice guys finish last". This is true, I guess XD... but you know... even if they do finish last, they get the best happiness there is. Then it made me think of my boyfriend and how he's too nice for his own good--will I eventually fall out of love with him too? Will I get bored of his kindness to me?... Nah... not all girls are like that, y'know. I love my boyfriend for who he is, because we have common goals, common interests, common ...lots of other things. Of course I hate ketchup and he loves it... but that doesn't stop me from loving him. Everyone has their arguments, and I think that the best part of being in a relationship, or rather having a relationship at all, is having the experience of loving someone and being loved (in whatever way that may be). Even if the love is somewhat... I dunno... artificial? It's still called love. Even if someday i'll believe that this love I have now will end, i'm still glad that I had the experience. I think that even if people say they regret falling in love or being in love with a certain person--deep down, they really don't because that experience will transfer over to the next person they fall in love with, and they can share what they felt and improve it with that new person. I don't know, I think i'm thinking too much into this stuff >_> or maybe it's just because I needed something to think about while I type up random words for this journal thing and I thought about writing about this dude at the hospital I met weeks ago and couldn't get out of my head to write about. Lalalla.

Anyway, that does bring me back to the mysterious sick man at the hospital. He is old, has a wife and kids, and lives a happy life. He can smile even in the most difficult of times--in pain at the hospital, his heart connected to a beeping monitor, and having strangers at the hospital care for him. That, my friends, is what I think love is, and what I think life is worth living for. I would never have said this, if it hadn't been for me being with my boyfriend, which I shall now dub "danny". I would never have said this years ago when I was alone and thought love was a joke. Of course, everyone changes when they finally think they've met that one person they think is "the one". I'm not saying that danny might really be "the one", but he comes pretty damn close to it. I guess everyone just needs a little insight to be able to see things in a new perspective.

I did. When I met this kind hearted man at the hospital, and when I fell in love with Danny.



G'night

mm... just a short post. Just wanted to say a bit of how BORING yesterday was. I went to my usual CCE shifts at the hospital--and what sucked the most was that more than half the rooms the patients were in were TB isolation rooms... which was pretty lame because I can't really go into them -_- (we aren't allowed to). But that day was pretty lame, i'd say!

anywho... nothing really happened this week. I had my bio midterm on friday... and I hope that i passed it. I studied so much for it because i did so horribly on the last midterm. I'll just pray to god I did well XD...

Either way, i need to finish other homework. Ja mata ne.

 Kay, so I have a lot to catch up on. I was originally planning on posting earlier, but i've been so gosh darn busy with school and stuff that I haven't even had time to type in the URL for facebook. ZZZ!!!

Soo.. I guess i'll start with what went up last week (starting wednesday I believe) up till today. Please forgive my like... really bad grammar or random stuff. I'm not even going to go back and edit this. I've had about 3 hours of sleep total for a couple days haha. I need rest... yawn.

Wednesday the 18th! Well today I think was the day I saw a car on fire for the first time on the freeway. I mean like, i've seen cars on fire before... on TV, but not in like...real life. It was pretty... interesting? I don't know. I guess the things I thought that time were... WOW I'M TOTALLY PUTTING THIS ON MY FACEBOOK! Lol, kidding. Actually, posting did pop up after I thought a bit about it and it just got me thinking of how fragile human life is. While driving past the vehicle (the dumb firetruck was in the way by the time I got there, they just kinda drove by us, haha) I was trying to strain my eyes to see if there was someone inside the car. I don't know why I was looking... I guess I was just hoping that it was just a prank and not some random person being blown to bits inside their car... I don't really read the news so I guess i'll never find out what happened. But it just got me thinking... if there was someone in there, could there have been something that could have been done differently to save that life? Why is life so fragile I wonder.... and then I started thinking about how I had work at the hospital that day. Could I have saved that life.... if I was a bit older and mature I wonder?

But either way. I went to CCE later that night and it was fun. I think I met a couple interesting people, as well as a registered nurse that goes by the name OBI! (short for obiwanne, SO AWESOME!) But yeah... I pretty much forgot all I was going to say for that day... maybe it's cause i'm too tired and lazy to remember. Who knows.

Umm... I think that was it I wanted to say for that day... then it just sorta jumps to saturday where I did work at the hospital again. Curse you CCE! But it's really really interesting and a good experience. The things I remember the most were like... wiping an old lady's butt after she pooped. ew. 8D.... It was stinky and.... WEIRD! I never saw another woman's vagina so close up and was the one who had to clean it. Wow. hahahahhaha oookay! MOVING ON! I also had to stay another 30 minutes after my shift because a patient needed help going to the bathroom. I had to watch over her. Poor gal. She has bowel movement problems I guess... along with her heart problems. Being at the hospital makes me a bit saddened that I can't really help people as much as I'd hope to. I can only make their day a bit better by doing minor things such as getting them what they need, talking to them if they're lonely... or just being there in general to help out in any way I can. I was listening in on some nurses talking medical terms. One day I hope to be able to do that and understand what the heck i'm talking about xD haha. But that's still a ways away. Goodluck, evie. -_-....

Anywho, did I mention most of my shifts are from 7-11 PM? haha. I couldn't get hold of any earlier shifts... and I swear I probably wont even have shifts next month cause of all the new recruits. Sigh. I guess i'll just have to catch up in the following months. Gotta work it all up! Gotta hit that 48 hours before rotation A is over. Roar. Anyway i'm tired of typing, I need to finish my dinner, and I have to study for my biology midterm this friday or i'll fail, AGAIN. 

Wish me luck, i'll be desperately needing it. I probably left out a whole crapload of things I wanted to say, but I guess they'll just never be said cause they'll be forgotten. Which brings me to something I just thought of--It would be nice if we could remember lost memories or things that we were going to say or do in the past. It would make it interesting to see how you were going to go about doing things... or saying things to other people. But they're always so insignificant that in time, it doesn't really matter. Why is the world so complicated? Why can we live like... ants where like.... all we do is walk around, gather food for queen mama ant to make more bebes. Ahhh why is life so... COMPLICATED!


I hate you school. ;_;


Oyasumi--post more later... hopefully.

 Happy Valentines!

xD Got the present from the boyfriend, they were roses! Haha. It was pretty cute, i've never gotten a vase full of flowers before :D. It made me pretty happy. He also sent me a box full of really corny stuff! Haha. He sent me his jacket and long sleeve, to keep me warm at night. They fit perfectly +___+!! Let's just say i'll be wearing them a lot now :D hurray! No more need to shop for jackets haha.

mm... he also sent me a brown long sleeve. I love it! (cause my favorite color to wear is brown xD) Okkk, enough of that!

Soo.. how were all of your valentines, guys?!?! (no one really reads this haha)

But either way, that's all i wanted to say. I have to work on homework now :D procrastination day over! I have a midterm for chem to study for too :(... and I need to figure out what the heck we did in english class on thursday! RAAWRRR!

 

Oyasuminasai!

Edit:


Happy Friday the 13th, Haha.

ROAR! Ok so I haven't been posting (like I said earlier) and sorry! I've just been... so... goshdarn busy! So I guess i'll take this time to update on what's been going on.... and stuff. I hope i'm not backtracking too much!!

Anywho, So the day before I went to CCE. It was pretty... interesting. I did a lot more things that I thought I would do. Haha. But anyway, I was excited to be in the program. I didn't do much--just pretty much asked the nurses and everyone if they needed any help and asked the patients too. Didn't really see or do anything exciting. Boo. I hope the next few times i'll be able to see cool stuff (my friend who is in the program brags too much! I wanna out brag him one day! >E ROAR!)

But besides that, tomorrow is valentines! yaaay. But this valentines is kinda special I guess--it'll be my first actually having someone I like give me something xD. I wonder what it is! But then again, don't we always wonder what we'll get! I feel sorta spoiled, I wonder what that loser boyfriend got me >_> /suspicious! He sent me his jacket, haha, what a loser! It's like a really long story between us. Maybe if I feel like making it public i'll actually try telling the story here. Meh. Who knowssssss..... but either way. Tomorrow--valentines! Hope everyone has a good one (a non emo-eat-chocolate-cake-and-watch-tv-alone kind of days 8D) haha

Umm what else what else! Oh right. I have to finish my CPR (calibrated peer review) for bio still. I need to answer one more thing, and i'm already over the word count -_-! That kind of sucks! I have to revise it later. Maybe for my english essay i'll do evaluation on photosynthesis and cellular respiration--which one is more important... haha >_>. Not!

Which reminds me, I missed class the other day. Wasn't feeling too well. Hmm... I really need to find out what happened. Maybe i'll post on the discussion board later on. I do know that the rough draft is due soon. I should get to writing that.

Which reminds me again! ITS PRESIDENT'S DAY MONDAY! Yay for 3 day weekends and no biolab/stem cell seminar mondays! (I hate my mondays) haha.

Hmmmm... I think that was it! I'll post again over the weekend and tell you what the boyfriend got me. xD I have a feeling it's flowers cause he was trying to be cautious or something about it >.> but not really xD. Who knows! /nervous and excited! haha. I got him something lame.. hope he doesn't mind too much >.>.... guys are weird. 8D


mm... I really need to remember posting in this. I bet my grade in english is like really low right now :(.... sigh. I need to raise my grades so badly >_< I hope that I can still manage to get a low A T__T... cause I really want to do good! stupid med school and its competitive requirements :(


Blaaarrr! Give me A'sssssssssssssssssssssssss Q____Q!!!!

Post moar later, ja ne.

One last thing before I sleep.

I looked at a couple people's blogs for english class... and I would just like to say one thing :D










Livejournal > Blogspot









kbye :D

It's 1 a.m. ..actually it's almost 2 a.m.

I can't sleep :D.

So here's the thing that keeps me awake sometimes, even if I don't want it to. (I had to re-post this because facebook was being annoying)

(Edit: big space below!)

While everyone else plays WoW, I play something lamer :(

But after years of playing this game, I seriously need to quit. Then again, I only recently started playing it again after having quit for a year or so. Whyyyyy!

I can't complain though <.< some things just keep getting better and better. Does anyone else play this ridiculous game on the international server, I wonder?

RO is lame! Someone save me ;__;

Actually I need sleep... mmm nah i'll go study for some stuff.

Ja mata ne!

Ok, i've decided to post every end of the week because i'm too busy during the week to post. OK SO.


Edit: I just realized how long this was... Maybe you should skip it! Because i'm too lazy to go back and edit out my bad grammar and stuff, haha!



I had the WEIRDEST dream, like just right now. My stupid boyfriend didn't wake me up... and so I ended up sleeping for 5 HOURS. What the heck? 5 hour nap?!?!? And his reason was "I wanted you to get your rest!" Whyyyyyyy! When he asks me to wake HIM up, I WAKE HIM UP! T_T AHHH, I feel like i'm going to shoot myself for sleeping way too much! But I was so exhausted from school work, that I just ended up sleeping for that long. So, like I mentioned, had the weirdest dream. And I JUST have to write it down before I forget it. Why? Because it was the most interesting dream i've had thus far. (At least in my opinion).

So this will be long! I guess to cover if I haven't written 250 words last week, or this week, or any other week. Forgive me for working back! But school is whooping my butt right now :(. It won't happen again!

So my story starts off.... where I don't remember! But, I will start off where I do remember. So anyway, my friend, Angie (yes you appear in it! hahah) had her truck stolen after she paid... I think it was around $13,000~15,000 for it. We were at some kind of mall, and she got it stolen like TWICE. How?! I don't know. I was also wondering why in the world someone would steal and old worn out truck (because it was OLD!!! It had bumper stains and the paint was faded and everything! There were even dents and evidence from past accidents. I don't even know why it was bought for that much. Haha.) Ok so, it was stolen. The first time we were able to find it because it was parked outside of the building structure. So we beat up the guys who stole it and took it back. I don't know why, but we drove back into the building and the building had like... those things where you have to drive up and slow down because you're going in this really really round cicle. So we kept having to slow down and make sharp turns. When I drive, I hate driving up building parking structures with parking that has sharp turns. And this one had like... REALLY sharp turns. Kill me! So after we parked (again), we went inside the building and I guess we were at some kind of restaurant or something... or some sort of chinese restaurant. (By the way, sorry if this is like really unorganized and everything, I just want to get it all down before I forget!) So unexpectedly, Angie is all like "WOW this family is soo cute!" and she pulls out her camera. I mean, I thought she would've become some engineering person cause she goes to CalTech right now. But no! She's a photographer! And so, she like positions herself to take a pic of this family and the family doesn't mind, but like I think it was the owner was going "what the heck are you doing?!" and she's like "this family is so beautiful, I need to preserve it!" or something like that. So she gets all this lighting and stuff, and I see her take the picture. It looked like... some kind of picture with Jesus in it. Seriously. But it was really nice. I forgot what the image looked like, but it was so nice :(. /sadface!! It looked like the family with like the beautiful ornaments surrounding them and everything! So after that, we go back into the parking structure and we find out her car is STOLEN again! So she starts crying, and i'm like don't be sad!! And she's like :(.... so out of NOWHERE, my ISAGI (international service and global impact) club pops in and starts comforting her. I mean its a lot of people--with bright orange shirts with the ISAGI symbol in the front. They looked like those traffic guys.... So anyway, I don't know WHY they popped in... (weird dream!)

Ok now i'm starting at a new part of my dream.

The same dudes who stole Angie's car came back and started to try to kidnap us!!! And so i'm like texting my boyfriend "HELP ME!!!" (yes in the middle of getting kidnapped), and out of nowhere, he pops in! And like the kidnappers disappear, and so i'm like "my heroooo!" /lovey dovey moment, haha! Ok so I tell Angie that this is my boyfriend, and she's like, ok! And i'm like, yay! And so we're both skipping and saying "yay" and my boyfriend is like "you guys are weird". Hahaha. So anyway, we and up back at my house! Oh wait before this, I missed him so much so we held hands walking out of the parking structure. And randomly... and I say RANDOMLY, he turns into my friend Kubra. And so i'm like... when did I turn lesbian?! And Kubra is like "yay!" like she always is. And I think "I guess I don't mind...." but in reality i'm like screaming "THIS IS SO WRONG!" :D... so she asks for us to hold hands again and I oblige... but i'm feeling weird the whole time and I miss my boyfriend

And out of nowhere he's the one i'm holding hands with again, haha. So anyway, back to the main scene! We walk out of the parking structure.. only to end up at the street leading up to my house. I look back, the parking structure is gone. HMM!

Ok well anyway, we walk in and my dad walks out. He asks who the heck my boyfriend is and I tell him. My boyfriend is like... shaking cause he's scared. And my dad just says... "Ok." hahahaha. And so we walk into the house and we're like contemplating "what should we do!?" because we need to get to Glendale (which is near LA). So Angie is like... "LET'S BIKE THERE!" and she's like giving details and the such, and my boyfriend is just like... agreeing with her... and all the while i'm thinking "wtf"? So! We end up deciding to bike there. Why? I don't really know. I guess the fact that Angie doesn't want to ask my mom because she's always so stressed with driving and because she lost her car.

So here we are, looking for bikes. So we decided to go down to my backyard, because god knows there's a lot of junk back there. We instead find.... my ISAGI club. Doing stuff or fixing stuff in my backyard. I don't know why I wasn't surprised or whatever. But we asked them if they knew of any bikes around... there... And they're like, yeah here! And so they give us the bikes, but the wheels aren't on them. So me and Angie are like "how in the world do you fix this" and my boyfriend is like... here! And he magically... fixes them. And i'm like yay, he's like yay, Angie is like... yay... and so I kiss him and Angie watches :D. Hawhawhawhaw! So we bring them into the garage and we're like all ready to go. Backpacks will with survival stuff and everything! However, we find out its like... raining cats and dogs. But we're like, whatever. Haha.

Before we leave, I ask my dad if he can pump air into the tires of the bikes. He agrees and says not to tell my mom where we're going. We agree cause my mom would get pretty worried if she knew!!

So we're about to leave, but my boyfriend is like "brb!" so we wait. While we're waiting I ask Angie something that's been bugging me! I ask, "Hey. Do you know how to get there?" and she's like yeh. So i'm like... "without the freeways and stuff?" And she's like yeah.. you take this road and then you make a right here, and I ask her if she has the full directions and she nods. (She actually gives me the directions that I know that's googled because the streets she says like making left on my street and going down Perris is the traffic way, I take a different street, but I leave her to the directions because I might screw her up by taking a different route!) So my boyfriend returns... with jackets! Haha and we're like /heart!! I kiss him, and we're on our merry way!... only to have my mom walk out of the house and ask where we're going.

So we leave, and my mom is like "wait!" and my dad I guess told her, so she's like in hysterical mode and she grabs an extra bike and we see her from afar being held back by my dad. We all feel pretty bad for leaving her, so my boyfriend is like "why don't I just drive?" and I ask "you can drive?" cause god knows that he doesn't even have his license yet! Angie is like "my car... /sadface!" and i'm like, ok ok I can drive! And i'm thinking this now, in reality looking back on my dream--if I had my car, why didn't we just use it instead of going through the trouble of BIKING there?! I guess we were so caught up in biking to LA that we forgot that I can drive... -___-!!!

Ok so, we go back... and we get ready to leave. But the first thing I do is head to the bathroom cause I really, really had to pee. And I woke up :D... My dream was telling me something, cause when I woke up, I really needed to pee! Hahaha.

So that was my dream! AWFULLY LONG DREAM, BECAUSE SOME LOSER DIDN'T WAKE ME UP! /mad! Anyway, that was... fun, exciting, and wow that was LONG! Haha, it seemed a lot shorter when I dreamt it. But anyway, I'll post again maybe later during the weekend, if i'm not too busy! (No promises there!)

Oyasumi~!

 Oh man. I totally forgot to post in this thing again. I really need to remember to post! But then again, I've been pretty busy. So it's 2:34 am and a lot happened today! Haha. For one, I took my CPR certification test (BLS for healthcare providers) for the CCE program at RCH. (For all you out there that don't know these acronyms, CCE=clinical care extender; RCH=riverside community hospital). Anyway, I woke up at 6 and I swear i'm soo tired. I haven't slept yet and I blame it on all the coffee-stuff and soda I had today. Argh. Well I was gonna post more, but i'm tired and need sleep. Then I went home and work on my procrastinated essay for english! I'll umm.. try to update this regularly but eh. I need to make up 250 words! Gotta catch up. I'll write about this lame game I play later (it's called Ragnarok Online). Kudos to anyone who plays the international servers. (or if anyone reads my blog at all!) :D

Anyhow, oyasumi nasai minna. Talk more tomorrow or some other random day I remember to update this! <3

OH AND ONE MORE THING

Hi Angie. (If you still post on facebook and if you still read posts)

Wanna make me a layout? I'll love you forever and ever. :D... and ever? <3

ILU.

ok i'm done.

Haha I said I would post in this everyday until I got bored last post... and that was like... last year! Hahah ok. Well I have to post in this now because it's required for my English class. Hurrah! Well anyway i'm at school right now (in the science library) waiting for the Biology reserve book to be available >_> cause somehow, mysteriously, all the bio books in the bookstore disappeared when I swear I saw like 7 billion book stacks the day before. Oh well. So i'm here waiting for the book... in like an hour. Then I have to go to my club clinic... (student run health clinic) at 5. So that gives me like... 2ish hours of studying for bio.

Well anyway I guess I should fix my way of writing or something to make this semi-readible and proper for if my teacher reads my blog 8D (which I hope he doesn't!) but if he does... hi! :D....

Uhh... so this is my last "e-messy-writy-internety" post. I GOTTA TRY TO WRITE LIKE A COLLEGE STUDENT! ARRRR MATEY. I dunno if I can >.>... we'll see.

Cough 8D post again later then. Hawhawhawhaw.

so.... yeah! i haven't updated this in a while so i guess i'll start updating it cause it was fun reading my last entries haha! it's nice having something to look back on anyway

soooo! it's been one hell of a long time since i last updated... i graduated from high school june 19th 2008... going to college at university of california riverside, went to orientation and got into the classes i needed (hooray!) and had my cousins visit from japan.

i'm kinda lazy to put in details lol e_e; it's been so long since i updated this... but a lot has happened since then! hmm... i guess when i'm bored i'll re-edit this or something... actually maybe not :x i'll just update from now on!

recently i've been reading the twilight saga by stephenie meyer. it's a wonderful WONDERFUL love story! i'm so excited to read the next book coming out this saturday! its the fourth and last! but not last last i hope :T! i've been doing a lot of reading this summer. i guess its cause of the lack of other productive things to do. i'll probably go searching for a job soon. I really need something to busy myself with. shrug.

I miss everyone. no one's really kept in touch except for angie, jordy, and adrian. everyone else just like disappeared from my life! i'm making plans with angie though, hopefully my mom will agree and we can do stuff! i've been anxious to get out and do things.

mmm... I guess i'll update everyday until i get bored of this again, haha! and now off to read other people's livejournal entries! yay!

okay so today was boring. normal stuff... woke up a bit late, was really tired. umm... normal day at school. Today was 'twin day' for spirit week. I dressed up in free dress anyway, without a twin. No one seemed to notice :x. Ehhh... lazy day. NOTHING HAPPENEDDDddddddddd... D:

umm yesterday I had a hiragana test for japanese. It was pretty easy. I think i got  a perfect score. lallaa... now we need to learn katakana and more kanji so i can do my senior project!!! (or finish it at least). If you don't know i'm just gonna teach and do a japanese calligraphy demonstration lol :T. iunno what else to do.. suggestions?

I still have to do that dumb econ project... me and christina so need to start that now. Procrastination for the win. Played RO again. I think i'm getting addicted again. Halp.

Today i went to community service in the hospital again. Don't ask me why I still go after we finished turning in hours for volunteer service. I just want to I guess. A few weeks ago I changed departments. I used to work in the Recovery Room.. now I work in NICU (with the premature babies :(...) It was pretty boring. Lazy day so there was absolutely nothing to do. I just stared at the cute little babies wiggling around. I also was eavesdropping (in a good way!) on someone's conversation about a surgery that morning. Some guy had some kind of problem with his right arm and the blood kept clotting. They said they tried to remove and repair that area, but somehow the clot ended up clotting his entire arm--and his whole arm went blue. They thought they would have to amputate it D:... Thank god that they found a way to fix it :T I don't remember what the nurses said.. something about an umbrella and scooping up or something. But I was like.. relieved that someone wouldn't have to lose their entire arm because of a blood clot ):... That would totally suck. It's weird cause when i'm in the hospital i think about all the families of the patients and how different their lives are from mine. Like the premature babies--will they make it? will they live a happy and healthy life? And for the patients-- what did they go through? what was it like? what are their lives like?

I feel all weird now o_o.... I think LJ makes me.... like... iuno! Stupid LJ D:

anyhow, gotta study for hamlet test tomorrow in english. I didn't do the extra credit.. no colored printer and senioritis made me lazy to draw or do anything creative. Bleh. I wonder if we had government homework..?

Oyasumi.

Ohayou gozaimasu!

Today was boring... same old same old. I finally raised my calculus grade back to an A... but it's a low A :(. I need to get an A on the upcoming test on friday so I can keep it :(! She better not put retardedly confusing and tricky problems on the test or i'll beat her face in! RAWR! Anywho, I finally get most of this chapter for chemistry. I'm gonna make angie tutor me and josh! mwahaha but yeah. Josh told me of how angie helped a lot, so she must be pro! b>help from angie! Econ was boring. Me and Christina really have to start on the business project lol... i'll work on it over the weekend. sigh.

Umm other things to remind myself... ah. Going to city walk on saturday with angie.. if her dad picks me up from my house cause my mom doesn't want me driving -_- meh. gooooooood i have so much to do and so little time. and i'm so lazy ): blehhhhh


I have japanese class in an hour. and i have to study for gov... aka read 30 or so pages of this week's chapter. yay. kill me now please.

boys are stupid.

so uhh... today.. nothing much happened. I took my make up quiz for gov the day before. I felt like I didn't know anything today when we were talking about liberal and conservative blogs. I just wrote down whichever one I heard when people we all like "that's so liberal/conservative!" :X lawlll <.<

Yeah... I can't really think cause i need to study for my chem test tomorrow. sigh, I hate chem now. I loved it when i understood everything. now everything is just like "wtf". :(

someone buy me a new brain... like... give me an angie brain or an angie pill so i can swallow it and download all the information to my brain-drive. Plz.

I did nothing yesterday for easter. I just sat at home and played games, watched tv, and procrastinated my homework. Yey. Eh, oh well. I still have my cadbury mini eggs <3. Oh, and my cousin called me a moron after telling her about my escapade last friday with blood donating. Ohoohoho

Umm yeah. I should study for my japanese test in a few hours. Ja mata ne.